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The now

"Si eu ce ar trebui sa fac acum? Acum e prea tarziu sa te visez, Tarziu sa iti plang in fata! E deja tarziu sa iti spun ce simt... Am pierdut..."

"And what am I supposed to do now? It's to late for me to dream of you, Late for crying in from of you! It's already late to tell you my feelings... I lost..."
Dor Amar 2017

Under the drops

I guess I'll always miss you. I guess I'll never know the names of our children, and our dogs. Never will I cook for you and wash the dishes, Make the bed and sleep in with you.
I'll never be upset that you forgot to take the trash out or that I missed telling you to buy bread. I'll never be mad at you...
I'll never get to kiss you in the morning, I'll never play with my fingers in your hair. We'll never make love and consume our souls into the night, in bed or on the sand.
We'll never have the trips I daydreamed about when I was young, You never propose to me and you never tell me how beautiful I am. You never grab my face in your hands and tell me I'm the one!
I guess I'll never have this... with you!

Dor Amar 2017

The faded answer

"-Why do you do this to yourself? It sounds like you are a masochist, you enjoy pain, the pain you feel while relieving the rejection and humiliation! -You may say that... -Why? I don't understand! Don't you hope for something better in this life? -Pain is more real than hope is!"


"There is no saving her if she feel in love with the pain. No words can heal her heart and no man can touch her soul anymore.
She feel asleep on the cold shoulder of a ghost, a memory, a person that is not here anymore.
You are waisting your time trying to help her, she doesn't want to be helped, her pain is everything she has of him left inside her!"


"As I am shaking under the idea of you loving me still, after all this time that we have been away from each other, I am trying to light up my cigarette and forget about you, like I did so many times.
I try to keep all the emotions away, but they are deep into my existence, in my blood, in my dreams and they define me as I am. My shadow of a person, small and unfulfilled, in pain and lost!"


None of your promises were real. You never took your word into action.
You were a coward! And so was I!