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My heart hurts

My chest is hurting when I breath, when I think of all the things I have been deprived of in my childhood. All the things I have missed in my life because you didn't loved me as I should have been.
You didn't care about my pain while growing up, the false promises fairytales were making for girls like me.
You made me vulnerable to pain and broken dreams, you broke my dreams!
No matter what you will do from now on, you will never take back the pain and offer me the memories and strength I once needed.


I hope I never become you!

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Adica te-am uitat dar inca te am cu mine! Nu te mai iubesc dar esti in viata mea, parte din mine, parte din tot!







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